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September 11, 2007
Earth Mother
It’s Beltane .. What most of us know as “May Day,” a day that has been celebrate throughout the aeons of human existence. What I didn’t know is that it is STILL celebrated in the ancient pagan manner. The ancient pagans celebrated by choosing one woman to represent the Goddess (earth) and one man to represent the Sun and seeding her with his fertile seed. So, when my friends invited me to join them in their Beltane celebration, I was expecting the typical May Pole, a lot of drinking and some great food.
As I sat with my drink I watched the frolicking and listened to my friend Jenny explain her pagan beliefs and how important this holiday has been historically. She explained that often after the rituals couples would go off and celebrate on their own and there was no judgement on who one’s partner was or how many different partners one had during that evening. It was a very, very sexual holiday and sex rites were very important to the pagans because these rites represented fertility and encouraging the Goddess to bless them with fertile families and crops.
As I listened I realized that maybe the drink was a little stronger that I had expected! I was feeling rather woozy and suddenly very warm. Jenny took my hand and led me into the edge of the woods in a quiet alcove of trees that formed a circle. She sat me down on a large redwood stump that was worn smooth with years of people sitting on it. She gently brushed my hair and talked to me quietly explaining that sometimes the rituals would be very involved and it was important to start with calm and quiet. As she gently unbuttoned the front of my blouse, I had a sudden realization that SHE was coming on to me!
Fuzzy headed as I was I was getting turned on by her soft fingers that brushed against my breasts as she pulled the blouse off and my skin glowed in the setting sun. Jenny reached down and gently kissed my neck and slowly worked her way down to my breasts and began sucking on my nipple. Suddenly I realized that my breasts felt fuller, larger .. Almost as though her sucking was causing my body to want to nurture her and feed her. It was an odd and erotic feeling that was growing by the moment.
Jenny laid me down and spread my hair out over the stump. I felt like a tree nymph being revealed and I felt my hips rising to meet her as she pulled my skirt down and off my hips. I felt as if I had no control over my body at this point, my legs spreading open for her, my pussy lips pulsating in anticipation of her touch. My pussy felt as if it were also expanding and growing, my lips plumping and pouting, suddenly moist and welcoming. Jenny bent down and gently spread my lips open wide and let her tongue rove over my sex, licking and sucking until she found my clit and engulfing it with her entire mouth.
I became aware of a circle of strangers around me, carrying torches that they placed in the ground in a circle around us. The sound of beating drums pulsated through my body and strangely flowed through me. I felt as if my body were expanding to include everyone in the circle and Jenny moved from between my legs and up to kneel next to me and suck my left nipple, adoringly holding my breast and kneading it as if encouraging milk to come forth.
A man moved to take her place between my legs and savored my juices and pulled and sucked on my clit until I felt like I was about to leave my body in ecstacy. I found myself writhing and moaning in pleasure when he pulled his mouth away from my pussy and plunged his cock into my soaking slit. As he pounded against me, another woman joined Jenny at my breasts, taking my right nipple into her mouth and also sucking and kneading. My breasts felt as if they were expanding and flowing with sweet, warm milk and my entire body was pulsating from the beat of the distant drums.
Lost in the unending sensations overwhelming my body, over and over, others entered my body and sucked milk from me. My entire body felt expanded and fertile, every nerve ending giving and opening up to the earth. I felt as if I were made of earth, deep soil and the essence of life.
and on and on ... I was entered and filled and emptied and sucked from.
and then there was an emptiness. They all stood around me in a circle looking down at me; the passion and joy clear on their face. The drumbeat and the fire pulsing and filling the air around us with an erotic primal energy that was palpable.
Suddenly the energy of the circle changed – it became even more charged with sexual energy if that were possible. He was a large man, clearly a strong man, well built and with a raging and huge erection. He looked down on me and said “she is the Goddess and I am the God. She has been prepared?” Everyone in the circle around me stated that yes I was ready. Bewildered I wondered what was going to be done to me next, but I was still enthralled in the expansiveness and fertile feelings of sexual energy flowing through me. My legs opened wide for him, welcoming him to sew his seed in my earth.
He approached me and I was that he and his erection were truly a marvel. In the light of the fire, his skin appeared golden and glowing. His cock large and reaching for me. He held my hips firmly and impaled me deeply, thrusting with all his might reaching a primal place within me that reached out and met him with as much force, rocking my body to meet him, over and over. Together we rocked upon the redwood and become one with the people and earth surrounding us.
Rocking with him I felt myself expand again and just as I was beginning to reach the peak of my ecstacy, he turned me over and entered me again, this time from behind. No longer meeting me, he pulled a handful of my hair and pushed me into submission. He rode me hard, thrusting into my pussy and body, forcing himself deeper and deeper. His cock felt as it if were growing larger, forcing me more and more open, ripping into me, into an unknown place inside my body. I felt invaded and yet welcomed him, rocking against him, pushing against him even as he sheathed himself inside of me. I felt no longer human but as if I had become some animalistic primal being locked in a battle of dominance and surrender.
I have no idea how long we battled like that, surrounded by this circle of strangers who had partaken of my body, preparing me for this battle – his cock slamming into me as deep as he could thrust, my pussy being ravaged and forced open in ways it has never been opened before. My breasts felt as if they were flowing with milk, spurting on the ground in puddles at the feet of those in the circle.
Finally unable to contain my pleasure any longer, I felt my orgasm burst forth and I left my body. At the same time, I felt him cum deep within me, filling me with his seed, sending it through my body and into my soul. He lay on my back breathing hard and I felt the sticky cum spilling out of my pussy and onto my belly in a puddle that over flowed down the sides of the redwood stump. Together we breathed deeply, slowly returning to ourselves. As we lay there each person in the circle came to us and kissed us deeply, thanking us for including them in our joining.
The next morning, still dazed and feeling as if I had experienced some odd sexual dream, my friend Jenny called me. She asked, “so did you enjoy being Goddess for the evening?”
Posted by Leila at September 11, 2007 6:31 PM